Train with Toshi

Testimonials

"As a physician who has incorporated mind-body healing approaches into my practice for the past 25+ years, I've seen the gamut of what's being offered out there. I recently had a session with Toshi and must say it was the single most powerful, impactful and transformative session I've ever had in my life. The techniques are deceptively simple but powerful, and quickly lead from inquiry into a full on somatic experience and release of repressed material. What a gift the Kiloby repression inquiries are to the world."

"Toshi is one of the rare trainees that comes into the Kiloby Inquiries and takes a deep dive into the work and gets it.
Not just in experience but also the context, understanding of what we are doing.
Toshi quickly became one of our leading facilitators, not just in KI but in a deeper somatic work in KI, like emotional repression and chronic pain.
I personally have a lot of trust and respect for Toshi’s experiences and what he shares.
I think you can never go wrong if you work with Toshi.
I highly recommend Toshi as a KI facilitator."

"Simply put, Toshi is a naturally great facilitator. His loving spirit, wide-open space-holding, intuitiveness, earnest readiness for deprogramming, and unique understanding of the New Model of Recovery make him one of my few go-tos when I need a deep inquiry session. I highly recommend working with him if you are pulled towards real internal freedom."

"Being facilitated by Toshi feels like being cradled in unconditional love. He masterfully fosters an atmosphere of safety and trust. What makes Toshi outstanding is his depth of experience and intuition. He’s empathetic, patient, and unfailingly holding space when we work together. He possesses a keen sense of the right inquiry to use, and he skillfully adapts in real time based my responses. Working with Toshi has allowed me to see and process painfully repressed emotions in my body. Some for the first time in my life. My day-to-day experience in life gets lighter as a result. I’m grateful to benefit from Toshi having done his own work, and generously lending his skills to helping me progress in my healing. I’m confident that anyone who needs an incredibly clear and somatically intelligence facilitator will simply be floored by how much they can get out of KI by working with Toshi."

"I am a relative newcomer to the Kiloby Inquiries, and Toshi has skillfully facilitated me on several occasions. Because of childhood bullying, I usually have difficulty being emotionally open and vulnerable with men. Toshi facilitated my inquiry with quiet, gentle Presence, unconditional Openness, and skillful guidance. He immediately made me feel supported and safe to share deep, vulnerable parts of myself. I look forward to working more with Toshi and highly recommend him to others."

"I am so grateful for the sessions Toshi has facilitated for me. I felt Safe in the space he held and I felt comfortable and seen. When very vulnerable things would appear, Toshi guided with gentleness and ease and calm.
His intuitive flow with the tools work very well with my system, and with his guidance I was able to release deeper emotions that needed to be felt and watch from awareness as things unfolded.
The last session I looked at the belief ”it’s my fault”, and this has been a reoccurring belief in my experience. With Toshi’s guidance I was able to connect to the very early memories where I picked up the belief and see that it was not my fault, and now I do not need to believe that anymore.
I was able to be present as the sensations and the confusion, and fear that was stored in my body moved through. And I saw that I had held that belief to stay safe, which created a big wave of compassion for myself.
It was very a moving experience that allowed for me to reconnect to a vulnerable part of me as a child, and release the burden I had carried for a long time.

Thank you for your presence and guidance Toshi."

Hello, my name is Toshi Matsunaga. I discovered KI in the midst of my own experience with physical and emotional pain – since using KI to meet the part of myself that was always there, just hidden by trauma and repression, my love for this work has grown exponentially and I have no greater passion or love than that of facilitating KI sessions for others trying to navigate an often painful and challenging human life. I am now a very experienced facilitator, helping to have developed the latest repression, 3rd dimension work tools and 3rd dimension map alongside Scott and Dan, I am also experienced in training and certifying individuals to become experienced KI facilitators, up to the Green Check Mark Level. I have a passion to take people beyond the need to heal, or need to be ok. By taking responsibility for our suffering, freedom & choice can re-enter our lives once again. Bringing everything to the table to be inquired into, which includes all identities, stories and beliefs. Making our unconscious conscious, with no exceptions. We might not see that this is what we want until we start to uncover the beliefs & programs that block our natural recovery. These begin to arise when we become more conscious of our programs (emotional repressions, beliefs, traumas, to name a few) that have been running our lives. Along the way we will start to see who we really are, everything and nothing at the same time, the true embodiment of what and who we are. There is so much beauty in discovering what lies beyond our darkest stories and repressed emotions. When they are returned to Awareness we come home! I have experience working with: emotional repression, addiction, chronic pain, physical abuse, racial abuse, sexual abuse, sexual repression, depression, PTSD, cPTSD, birth trauma, spiritual seeking, past life trauma and non-dual bypass. I have been doing the repression work on anger, shame, and fear on myself. As the repressions started to lift, I have started to experience major changes in the way I interact, perceive and experience life, in a way I never knew possible under repression. And my relationship with people around me has changed dramatically, especially with my family members. By doing emotional repression work, I also found that my frequent stomach pain and mouth ulcers were connected to and caused by the repression of emotions. After 6 months of doing the work, the pain and strong contraction are now almost gone (only occasional contraction). The mouth ulcer hasn’t come back in a very long time. I never knew I could trust and love my body as much as I do now. The body remembered everything for me even though I was busy trying to forget and run away from certain emotions, contractions, and pains. My darkest secrets, scariest memories, deepest anger, loneliest moments… I’m learning to now see that the contraction/pain are like gifts that my body saved for me, rediscovering again on this mysterious journey called life. And they are like gifts because seeing them for what they really are, it brings me back to who I really am. I was born and raised in Osaka, Japan. At the age of 11, I was sent to England to go to a free school called Summerhill founded by A.S. Neill. The school gave me time to really explore and learn how to be with myself. I have learned what freedom means and also to live freely comes with great responsibilities at a young age. Since then I have been living in the UK up until the present moment. Throughout my life, I was always curious to find out who or what we really are as human beings. So, my search for truth started with a few spiritual books and then moved on to sitting with many great teachers. I have tried many different practices (Non-duality, Advaita, ACIM, Vipassana, Mindfulness, Zen, etc.) and sat with many teachers (Adyashanti, Rupert Spira, Aisha Salem, Jeff Foster, Mooji, Ayuka Mizoguchi, etc.) After a series of awakening experiences and somatic embodiment work, I have started to live from and abide in my true nature/awareness/presence more and more. However, somedays I will sit and be with a contraction/pain in my body for hours or days sometimes, and when it did eventually fall away (or not), there was a feeling of inefficiency and there was a sense that something was not quite right and that I’m missing something completely regarding the way I was experiencing bodily sensations. That’s when I started to watch Scott’s videos on KI and I started to inquire into the body. This changed everything, I could clearly see how I was blinded by just abiding in awareness even if I was being with sensations, I was not inquiring into them so the thoughts that were trapped in them could not be seen. Especially the repressed emotions, I was completely blind to them from the non- dual awareness. Also, I began to see and catch that abiding in awareness and letting “everything be as it is” was somehow helping the repressed emotions be repressed further. And that the repressed contractions/pain do not come up by themselves to be seen in awareness because the idea of letting “everything be as it is” kept them hidden below the surface. I join the KI facilitator training program which really gave me the time to dive in and uncover my repressed anger and shame. And also discovered my spiritual bypass that was happening throughout my seeking life. Especially after the so- called spiritual liberation, where it was really easy for me to be stuck and hide in the awareness as an identity.